What are you thinking when you're looking at me? A crabby old woman, not very wise, uncertain of habit, with faraway eyes? Who dribbles her food and makes no reply When you say in a loud voice, "I do wish you'd try!" |
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and forever is losing a stocking or shoe..... Who, resisting or not, lets you do as you will, |
Is that what you see? Then open your eyes, nurse; you're not looking at me. |
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as I do at your bidding, as I eat at your will. I'm a small child of ten...with a father and mother, brothers and sisters! , who love one another. |
dreaming that soon now a lover she'll meet. A bride soon at twenty -- my heart gives a leap, remembering the vows that I promised to keep. |
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who need me to guide and a secure happy home. |
bound to each other with ties that should last. |
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but my man's beside me to see I don't mourn. |
again we know children, my son and me. |
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I'm now an old woman ...and nature is cruel;
'Tis jest to make old age look like a fool. The body, it crumbles, grace and vigor depart, there is now a stone where I once had a heart. |
and now and again my battered heart swells I remember the joys, I remember the pain, and I'm loving and living life over again. |
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and accept the stark fact that nothing can last. So open your eyes, people, open and see, not a crabby old woman; look closer ..see ME!! |
When an elderly woman died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital
near Dundee, Scotland, it was felt
that she had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses
were going through her meager possessions, they found this poem.
Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and
distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy
to Ireland and it appeared in the
Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the North Ireland Association
for Mental Health.
A slide presentation has also been made based on her simple, but eloquent,
poem. And this little Scottish
lady, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author
of this "anonymous" poem winging across the Internet.